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Saturday, June 13, 2009
The witches of Macbeth
It is amazing how unfathomable the human mind really is.
Some days I think I understand pretty well what people are thinking and why they are doing what they are doing.
Other days I think the opposite. I am at a complete loss.
Some days I think people all live like me with demons and witches in their heads chattering away all the time-the witches of Macbeth. Other days I think people are living a calm, uneventful and 'normal' life, completely different from my own-with nothing inside their head at all.
For me, the witches are always there chattering away. I just don't let them out.
In the past when i have let them out they have made me do something I regret. They do sleep sometimes and they like alcohol.I'm thinking of maybe inventing a name for them so that perhaps I can get to know them better without being afraid of them. Because if they drink alcohol-they certainly eat fear. Fear is their food. Maybe, if we are on more friendly terms,they will weaken.
Some people seem not to have witches-lucky, lucky people I say.
Others let them out and then there is sadness and tragedy. Because the witches make you do really harmful things to others and to yourself.
My witches for years prevented me from reading famous iconic 'books' like "The Da Vinci Code" or watching 'iconic' movies like 'Titanic'.
Have you ever read "such and such" famous classic?
"No, they would say to me 'You don't need to read what everybody else reads. You are special-not common- like all the rest of the riff-raff out there."
Have you ever seen the movie 'such and such'?
No, they would whisper in my ear. " I didn't want you to see that movie -what is the point in doing what everyone else does?
The result is of course that I am not well read! Many of the really good pieces of literature I am only reading now.
I don't really understand the witches.. Maybe , if we become more friendly I will ask them some time why they made me do, or not do, these things.
but even witches do some good.
For example, the witches first encouraged me to travel and explore the world.
So, no, I don't hate them -but I am just wary of them
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