I was thinking of a metaphor to describe my present situation and into my mind came this image of the octopus at the Carnival.
When I was a little boy in Ireland every summer the Carnival used to come to Dundonald. I could see it from my bedroom window at night.
I don't think I ever partook of the pleasure, but we drove past it sometimes, and I'm pretty sure I visited it on foot to watch with some mates when I was a youngster.
The Octopus was exactly that - a mechanical device which whirled couples or small groups of friends or families around in their little metal capsules in all directions.
At any given moment the capsules could be spinning in the opposite direction or moving up or down on the giant mechanical arms.
It was chaos!
I feel now here in my little room in Adelaide like when I was a child watching the octopus.
The little capsules are metaphors for the people I meet here every day. Friends and colleagueshave their own little capsule which they have carefully built to protect them from the vicissitudes of life on the 'Octopus'.
But after all these years I still seemto be watching the Octopus.
I have no capsule. I am still not able to go for a ride.
I want my own capsule-even if it is spinning out of control.
Outsider!
Will I always be?
Retirement, Kota Kinabalu

This is where I would like to be after I have robbed the bank
Monday, June 15, 2009
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